spacecase0

I am driven to perfection.
but I have been having a problem,
different people have different ideals of perfection and it is annoying me.
who am I suppose to be when people want me to be many opposing things.
I know I should be what I want, but I really do not have an opinion on that many details.
something that comes to mind, is the debate about violence and porn.
I really do not like violence and keep myself away from it if possible, porn is more hated in this country, but (at least what I have seen) it looks like people just being affectionate to each other, and is that really worse than the violence that is so widespread?
so, I have been avoiding all of it, but I am not sure what I should be doing.
so I guess what I am trying to say is that I just want some nice person to tell me how to live life.